gah my net is acting sloooooww today. its driving me crazy



gah my net is acting sloooooww today. its driving me crazy
ask you guys to leave me a message and its empty. feelin the love.
Its 87 degress outside and instead of turning on the air conditioning my parents opened ALL THE WINDOWS!
I told Brian I didn’t like how much my collarbones stick out and he kissed them.

I had to back out of a recital today because I had to work. I makes me sad, I was actually looking forward to performing a solo. Oh well, there’s always next time.
Why is this so funny?

Even though society says I have the ideal body and girls starve themselves to have my body type, I really don’t like how thin I am. I know I won’t gain weight until I’m pregnant or my metabolism slows down when I hit thirty, but I’m still really self conscious about it. I just wish I looked softer and wasn’t so bony.
Told myself I would only spend $30 today. oops
I believe people come into your life for a reason. You came in, served your purpose, and left. But even though I know your poison to me and I would never be your “friend” again, I still want to make sure you’re happy. Its either some sort of maturity or foolishness, but either way I hope you find what you’re looking for and its everything you wanted.
So instead of buying new clothes that actually fit me I want to go buy dresses. Pants can wait until the fall right?
I just realized I have 250 followers and everything I post gets seen by 250 pairs of eyes and now I’m scared to make personal posts.

I was watching The Cheetah Girls when this gif came on my dash, rockin out to some girl power